Heartbreak Warfare

This is our new little troll, well.. She isn't really new, but you haven't seen her before. Rut is 2 years old and the sweetest dog ever, our little frenchie. 

So a lot have happend since I last saw you guys, I went to China, Rockstad, Getaway, me and Oscar broke up, went to China again, fell for another guy (haha, sounds so weird) and moved to my fathers house with him (since my father was in China we thought it was a suuuper good idea), we realised that we were better off as friends since it were to soon, we both had ended our previous relationships just weeks before we started seeing each other, so now I'm back in my mothers house. I'm still in school and will graduate in June, travel to China and then, when I come home hopefully move and start working in Umeå. 

Next month I'm turning 20! I'm getting really old, haha! And yeah, I dyed my hair brown!

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I'm leaving for China!

In a few days (6 days) I'm going to visit my father who now lives in Shanghai, China. I'm longing as hell. I'll be there for like.. 3 weeks. We'll visit a zoo, aquarium and much much more, I hope. In a month I'll be going to festivals too. I LOVE THIS SUMMER. And OH! I've got a job, money is king! Tho' I'll miss my boyfriend Oscar, he's cute sometimes. This year has been a blast so far, and I hope it'll stay that way. I love my life, k, bye!

The final countdown

Just got home from my grandmothers house..
sittin' by the computer and listening to some old music. I love "old" music, I think that the music from the 80's and 90's are way much greater then it is today. Tho' my everytime-favourite band in the whole wide world will probably always be Marduk. Or.. well.. atleast for a couple more years from now. If I could, I'd marry the whole band, but I don't know if Oscar'd agree on that. 

What can you expect in the future?
Pictures of Oscar, more 'bout Oscar, festivals and alot from me and my wierd-shit-music-list.

• Christmas, 24 december
• New year 31dec-1jan.
• I'll probably visit Oulu in february, FIN.
• House Of Metal 2013, Umeå, SWE.
• My birthday, 18 March.
• Kulturnatta, Umeå, SWE.
• Peace & Love, Borlänge, SWE.
• Getaway Rock Festival, Gävle, SWE.
• Going to China to visit my father.
• Rockstad: Falun, Falun, SWE. 
• Forlorn fest 2013, Umeå, SWE.
• China again, visiting my father.
• Nordic Rage, Boden, SWE.

So, that's my plan, so far. Now you know what to expect next year. If you have any questions or anything else, contact me! 

Happy birthday!

Birthday girl, happy happy birthday..
It's my grandmothers birthday today! She's turning 67 today, I'll go to her place now, and later I'll write something here for all you others out there!

12/12-12

Today I remembered that I had a blog, nice job. Soo.. What have I done this year when I've forgotten to write? I have:

1. Arranged my own festival.
2. Worked at 3 festivals here in Sweden, (Peace And Love, Getaway rock festival & Nordic Rage).
3. Got myself a boyfriend.
4. My father told me that he's moving to China.
5. One of my little brothers've moved to Norway with his mother.
6. We've gotten a new dog, a french bulldog.
7. Got another tattoo.
8. Been to Oulu in Finland and went to a Sonata Arctica consert.
9. Saw Sabaton in Piteå, Sweden, 7th december.
10. Saw W.A.S.P in Luleå, Sweden.
11. Went to Forlorn Fest, a blackmetal festival in Umeå, Sweden.

That's what I can remember so far! I'll try to start write here again!

Joseph Kony, right or wrong?

Joseph Kony & the Lord's Resistance Army, LRA.

As many of us know, there's a man on the loose. A man who I personally believe is a danger to the humanity. Many people are still asking the question "Is this for real?" and some people think it's bullshit. I believe, that Joseph Kony and what they say about him is for real. So, I'll ask you one question, just one. What if you lived  in such country where this would be going on, your friends and all people you've ever known were kidnaped and you were next. What if the rest of the world said the same thing as you, "I don't care", "This is bullshit", what if it really was you that they gave a gun and forced to kill your own parents. What if they took your sister  and turned her into a sex-slave and your little brother in to a child soldier. Wouldnt you've wanted the rest of the world to care and to believe even tho' some people didnt or just was too lazy?

What Joseph Kony's really about

I would never, EVER, have the guts to say that this wasent going on, that's nothing I could prove and I can't prove that this is going on. BUT, I do believe it is, so I'll use the term "this is going on", just so that I can explain it easier. Joseph Kony is a man who was born in Uganda 1961. He is the leader of a paramilitary group and syncretistic "new-religious" movement called Lord's Resistance Army (LRA), which is claimed to be based on the Bible and the Ten Commandments. Kony appeared at age 26, he claims to be a medium, and is exercising polygamist. Kony was indicted on 33 points (didnt know the right word), 12 crimes against humanity, including murder, enslavement, sexual slavery and rape, as well as 21 other war crimes including murder, cruel treatment of civilians, deliberately attacking the civilians, pillaging, inducing rape and forced recruitment of children into the rebel army. 

Link to the Joseph Kony video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc

Sorry girls and boys

Since I haven't been updating at all for a while, I'll tell you a little now of what I've been doing, while I'm listening to Turn The Tide with AiluCrash.

First of all; I've been studying a hell of a lot. Second of all, I've been lazy as hell.

This weekend I went to House Of Metal in Umeå. I had one of the most greatest times in my life. I meet a whole lot of new people that were nice as hell. Hell, hell, hell. I should stop writing hell all the time. I guess you've heard it by now.

For like two weeks ago I went to Umeå to be with my best friend in the whole wide world, Louise, and her boyfriend Lars. One week after that I went to Folkan in Umeå to help out at the House Of Metal Festival that started 2/3. I'll give you the only picture that I have left from House Of Metal. Enjoy.

And yes, that's Tommy from Aeon. He's cute. We're getting married. Someday, he told me, hahaha!

AiluCrash – Turn The Tide (Cilla Turns)

Kallbrand- Festivalen 2012

(Old pic. from when I where in norway 2006, I think)

Finally! I'm so happy I could die. 
I've always dreamt about making a festival "on my own", and now I have. The 14th of April 2012, a saturday, in Boden, Sweden, the festival will take it's place. The bands: Zonaria, Deals Death, Ravage Machinery, A secret band ( ;););) ), Folkmord and a couple of local bands. I'm longing as heeeeeell!

Cathat

Rovaniemi, Santa Claus Village

Today (Friday) me, Frida and Emil are going to visit..
Santa Claus Village in Rovaniemi. Awesome, hey? I'M GOING TO MEET SANTA!♥ I'm so excited! I'm also going to meet up with Rauli, who you've seen earlier in my blog, in the Nordic Rage-update. We'll have to sit in the car for like 2hours or so until we get to Rovaniemi, it'll probably be worth it tho!

Yesterday (Thursday) we went to Finland also..
and the day before that too! Yesterday I bought a toothbrush, totally worth it, I left mine at home.. Clumsy me. We also went to a snuffstore called "Snusgrossan" or something, I havent seen so much snuff EVER before in my life, I loved it! I bought a 'snuff stock', I don't know tho' if that's the right word, but we can say that it is :3

New Years Eve..
on saturday it's New Years Eve, which I'll spend here in Haparanda and in Tornio with
Dennis, Frida and Emil. I look forward to it so much. Hahaha and yes, I look forward to many
things. On sunday I'll head back to Boden, where I live and spend the rest of the day with
Louise and Lars who came to Boden all the way from Umeå, I havent met them for.. I don't
know how long exactly, but it feel like forever. I LOOK FORWARD TO THAT TOO!♥♥

Indestructible

What up with your self esteem?

You can't troll me when you say "I love everything about myself", cuz' most of you never do. I could say that I respect myself and I would love to say that I love everything about myself, but ofcourse I don't,  but I'm not ashamed or anything. Cuz' I feel good, and I'm healthy, well, most of the time. I love the way I am tho', I love my personality, I'm probably the only one with that sense of humor and the only one with me kind of personality, it's kind of strange, but fun. People always say that I make 'em happy. I'd say it's because I've realised that there is only one of you, everybody else already exist, so why be like them and not be unique. I know that my english in this blogthing wasent the best, damn I'm tierd. Now I'm going to socialize with Sanna <3

Tears to shed

Well My dears. I'm writing from our iPad, hAhah. Not going that Well.. But anyways, My christmas was pretty nice, even tho' My father wasent here to Join us. I still love christmas. Tomorrow you'll get pictures and everything else. I'm longing to see 'em myself c:

Merry fuckin' christmas!

NOW(!), my dear once!
NOW, it's Christmas! I wish you the best of wishes and I hope you have a lovely christmas. I love christmas, most of the time. But I don't know for this years christmas. My father went to norway and I decided to stay here in Sweden. It doesnt feel the same and it is not the same. Sad but true. Tho' I hope for the best ending, my cousins from stockholm is coming for a visit, I've missed them so much.


My first christmas present..
was a snuffbox, I got it from my sister, thaaank you, Emelie ♥
And owh! I got a cellphone from my dad, thanks daddy ♥, I love you, even tho' you are not here.

Remains of the day

I'm in luleå at Frida's place..
and found this video of me, Frida and Dennis, it's from march, and god, my eyebrows looked terrible! Hahaha, nice memories tho'. 

Who's with me in luleå?
My sister, Frida and Emil. My sister is trying to explain to me how her poop looked like after three days without pooping. Now I'm just trying to forget the picture I've got i my head.....

Needled 24/7

We're finally finished with picking out the 5 final-names to the festival!

It feels so great! On thursday we'll know the budget and everything else, feels awesooooooooooome. We already have one band finished tho', from Finland. I'll tell you guys more later! Cuz' now I have to work a little bit.

sleepyhead

Sanna somnade och jag spelade nå spel. 

I guess she thinks I'm pretty lame, hahaha! She fell asleep while I just sat around and did nothing. Okey.. I was playing some game, do not know that game tho'. I had a awesome night with Sanna, long time no see, and there'll sure be many more!

A very old picture of me and Anna-lena..
The picture is almost 4 years old. I'm at Anna-Lenas place right now, we're supposed to bake christmas-candy, we haven't done that before, so.. I do not really knom how this'll turn out, but we'll see! I'll keep you guys updated!

Ps. I love that strawberry. c:

Santa Claus is coming to town

For Christmas I really want one pair of Iron Fist-shoes..

I love Iron Fist, I have maybe.. 3-4 pairs of shoes from Iron Fist, I even have hoodies and all that kind of stuff. I don't know tho' which pair of 'em that I'd choose, love 'em both. Which pair would you choose?

Veterinary hospitals

Today my little prince of a dog..

had to go to the veterinary hospital. He'll sleep there for tonight and FINALLY tomorrow he'll come home. My little cockroach.. ♥ 

Feels kind of sad when he's not around.

Fake your beauty

Jag är med och tävlar i Dragoonfly's tävling. Som ni hittar --> [här]
Sen för att hjälpa till lite med en passande låt så skulle jag helt klart säga:
Bertine Zetlitz – Fake Your Beauty


     TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA! TÄVLA!

Age Of Rage

As you all probaly already know by now..

I'm pretty obsessed by bats. This (in the picture) is my gingerbread-bat. Pretty cute, ey? :3

Today have probably been the most.. hardest day ever this year. 22C- and the firealarm went off all the time, pretty much.

Today I have.. like.. a nostalgic trip from my from my thirteen/age of twelve..

There's many of the songs/bands that I still think is awesome today. I started to listen to metal in a pretty young age. My mother loves Ozzy Osbourne, D.I.O and all of 'em old good headbangers. My father listens to Scooter and all of that kind of crap. I probably got mine from somewhere in between. I love metal, Psyclon Nine, MCR, Marduk, Watain, Corroded, Sparzanza, Sabaton, Disturbed and so on. I like alot of different kind of metal, pretty much every piece of different sorts.

This is what I listend to when I was a young girl:

A little part of it atleast..:

Age Of FUUURRRR

Den där bjuder jag på, sisådär.
sisådär och sisådär, bilden är cikus 2 månader gammal om jag minns rätt. Har precis kommit hem ifrån skolan. Idag avslutas även tävlingen om festivalnamnet, vinnaren koras(?) den 19:de. Jag satt upp till 01:03 igår med familjen och spelade 500, vilket är ett kortspel, det var förbaskat kul. Förutom det att jag kom sist :c

Jokin' around the clock

This my friends, is the MOST beautiful thing you'll ever see in your life.

Please, don't be scared of me. I'm not reeeeally like this all the time. We made this video in like.. two days ago. So yeah.. Not that serious. Noepp. 

Just to be more serious:

tomorrow I'm going to visit my grandma and grandpa, we're going to bake gingerbread, just in time for Christmas, which'll be as awesome as it could! I'm looooooooonging!

I Antnäs, Luleå hos Frida..

med Dinus. Vi har precis försökt skotta fram Fridas's systers bil, den står rätt under taket där all snö rasat ner. Så duktiga vi var! Förutom det att vi inte fick lös bilen.. Vi har spelat ett spela som heter "Trodde du ja!", jag fick heva ägg, smör och massa hårspray samt mousse i håret. Samt att jag fick doppa huvudet i mjöl också, skriva "looser" i pannan, måla fräcknar och måla ögonbrynen med läppstift, hahahaha!

Så här såg det ut då: 

Festival fix!

Sitter och kollar runt lite på min email.
Skit kul med så många mail och människor som vill hjälpa till! Jag tror verkligen att det här kommer kunna bli något SKITgrymt!

Vill du hjälpa till/känner dig intresserad av att spela så hör gärna av dig till:
Hugleikr@live.se

(Det är min festival-email.)
Allt uppskattas, all hjälp och alla band!

Festival-förslags namn! Del. 2

Nu har vi utan tvekan fått in över 60 olika namn!
Tävlingen börjar inte förens imorgon, så det är förbaskat kul! Tävlingen avslutas på söndag eller måndag. Vad man kan vinna om just DITT namn blir utdraget? Jo, 1-2 V.I.P-biljetter! Hur grymt är inte det?!

Festival-förslags namn!

Som alla vet så håller jag på att starta en festival!

Hitills har jag fått in förslag som:


Renslakten
Moss-kriget
Ragnarök- Festival
Dark Mass Metal Festival
Metalskogen
Spennande korv
Spennande Metalkorv

NorthFest

Nordic Metal Meet

Boden Metal Meet

BodenCamp 

Vindpinan

Granslag 

Fjällrus

Kallblod

Feel The Rock Festival
Never Came Down
Metalwing
Raindeer Massacre Festival
Metal Deer Festival
North Metal Festival
City of Headbanger
Unleash The Beast Festival
Lalalalalalala Festival
Skogstroll Metal
Dark Moose Slayer Festival
Pimpel Fiske Hård Metal Festivalen

kallbrand

och hårda fjäll festival

 

Ganska så brutala va? Jag gillar dem allihopa, det är vad som blir så svårt!
 

Truthful Profession

Sitter och är nostalgisk med gammal god 90'tals musik, haha. Lyssna och njut av min barndoms historik!

Lite blandat kanske, men satan vilken nostalgi. Nu kommer låten som spelades då jag föddes:

Nordic Rage 2011, Ravage Machinery-våldsgästning

I lördags så våldsgästade jag..

och Bodil Ravage Machinerys loge, vi spelade in en video. Här är den! Dock så blev den väldigt liten bilden här :c

OBS! Suddig till och från!

A lot to do

 

(Old pic, då jag såg Lamb Of God)

Har en hel del att göra resten av året och även kommande år. I år till exempel:

 

• Möte på Torsdag.
• Luleå i helgen.
• Kolla mailen 24/7.
• Julhandla.
• Hjälpa med en metal-festival.
• Hålla mig tillgänglig via telefon 24/7.
• Jul, i norge, most likely.
• Finland, Rovaniemi, (mest troligt) över nyår.
• Läxor
• Skola
• Konsert den 21 Dec.

2011:

• Anordna mer
• Vara mer tillgänglig
• Fixa en konsert
• House Of Metal
• Kulturnatta
• Metal-festivalen (ej färdig än)
• Rockstad: Falun
• Get away Rock Festival
• Peace & Love
• Rock Out Wild
• Minus 30-festivalen
• UNF-möten m.m
• Fylla år bl.a

Det är allt, än så länge..